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taken off Shirley`s blog because I`m too lazy LOL!

` phamlet xx

# g-dragon - heartbreaker

� procrastinating;

❤ ..so hot ><!

.. global warming `❤

Been so lazy these days - I haven`t blogged for a looong time; I have an English assessment tomorrow; I haven`t started; I woke up at 1 in the avo and I haven`t done anything all day... yet ><" and yet here I am blogging another long ass entry - -"

Breakfast was delicious =) ` (technically lunch).

My mum goes to Ultimo Tafe to learn western cooking every Wednesday and sometimes cooks stuff she learnt at home - today was one of those days. The menu was Italian - Risotto for main and Pear Conde for dessert :P the dessert is like that product "Le Rice" if any of you had eaten it previously - I love that stuff but I dunno if they still sell it :/ haven`t seen it around - but I haven`t shopped for food for ages xD LOL! It was delicious :P but the rice in the Risotto tasted like congee except with cheese :/ so I didn`t really like it much - I like my rice not so mushy ><" Now my mum is making Polento chips � whatever that is :S ahaha `

At this rate, I will never thin out TT" my mum cooks too well LOL!

I have realised that I am actually pretty sensitive and I cry easily :/

Last night when I watched Anne of Green Gables (and whilst feeling the guilt of not doing my English instead), I teared up when Matthew (the old man) died. Then this avo when I was watching The Biggest Loser Couples elimination, I teared up again and actually cried a little because it was sad with the two brothers up for elimination and all the touching stuff - if you watched it you would know what I mean... ><" but anyways!

I am beginning to question the title as I sit here like a sticky pudding - I can barely breathe in this heat - what happened to spring?!

- YesterDAY `

I missed the sand at the beach and I haven`t been since January... actually, on second thoughts, I think it was at Sterne`s birthday beach BBQ but it was freezing >< aha `

I wanted to feel the sand beneath my feet again - except with and English assessment tomorrow and people with work, tutor and HSC - no one came with me =( SOOO I went yesterday to La Perouse with my mummy darling instead x) LOL =)! It was open day yesterday as well for Maquarie University - so it was 5.30 by the time I got back home and we ended up watching the sunset as well :P so it was cool - but cold ><" being at the beach after sunset is freezing :/

I drew a few things in the sand too :P but it got dark so my mobile became less capable of taking clear photos of anything by that time :/ which was a shame - because I love drawing in sand and then taking pics of it :P Seeing it being washed away also looks amazing as it just fades away when water smoothes over it and the sand is all flat again =)

Which brings me to another goal after the HSC � TO LOSE 7KG AND GET THAT FLABBY TUMMY IN SHAPE, LOSE THE FLAB ON THE ARMS AND THIN OUT MY THIGHS AND ASS ><" LOL

As for open day at Maquarie in the morning, I only stayed for about an hour I think - because once again, I was by myself :/ I forgot to ask people the night before if anyone wanted to come and I didn`t think anyone would come with really :/ but I regretted not asking after about a bunch of people told me on msn while I was on the train there that they would`ve came with me - -" or maybe they`re just saying that because I was already going there and they wouldn`t have to come out anyway xD LOL! Either way - I was aaaaall byyy myyyseeelf - as Timmy simply sang to me on the phone as I was training it there xD

I got to the uni and I walked around by myself like an idiot :/ everyone else had friends with them or parents ><" and there were heaps of stalls and trains that took people on a tour around the place. I went to get info from the education and business buildings and then after a few questions, a free bag and a trip to the toilet, I left for the trip back. At the station I saw a group of guys with these cool looking yoyo things and I was wondering if they got it from the uni :/ wish I had one haha ` but I didn`t see any around ><" that`s the problem when I was by myself � I didn`t walk around for long enough to check out everything oh wells; should`ve planned my day too ><"

On the way back, met up with Ben and Henry and saw Jaffers and Cass along the way - Ben took me home =) thanks Ben; and then I went beach, carrying a quarter of a block of white chocolate as lunch.

When I came back, I had this reeeeally yucky thing for dinner - it wasn`t even proper dinner ><" my mum was too lazy to cook and it tasted horrible - apparently it`s good for my pimples - -" SIGH! And I wanted to eat KFC that day ahaha ` thanks Ben for not letting me >=/ I ended up watching 'Anne of Green Gables' ❤ during dinner - it was the best story EVER! I loved it =) and I realised I could potentially use it for my self-selected text in Belonging :P YEW! Following that, I watched 'Bad Girls' and a bit of 'Matrix Reloaded' which I got bored of and went to sleep instead haha `

After I checked my hotmail and signed out, this article about breasts caught my eye - read it and see what you guys think xD - yes especially the guys hahaha `

On another note - thanks to Lukeyy who told me all about his NEW mobile - a good 8megapix cam, it being a Walkman series (good for music) and the fact that is all in one is sooo tempting TT" grrr ><" I want the Sony Ericsson W995a!

ps. I missed the day of 090909 :/ and apparently it was a popular wedding day haha ` so asian xD;

and I got to see a spider spin its web outside my window :P I caught it on vid too ` =)

- me procrastinating ><"

taken using webcam lols `

❤ loripOps =)

` phamlet xx

# Girls On Top - BoA;

� organising my Business Studies crap =)!;

❤ tired;

.. fml - -' `❤

Yesterday, my mother had some grave news for me:

She was reading the (Asian) newspaper and came upon this article...

Almost everyone, including physicians, considers importance of blood type only in relation to transfusions. The gross limitations imposed by such a narrow view become readily apparent when you consider the central role blood type has played in the survival of the human race. Consider this: Were it not for the unique adaptations that have taken place within the blood, the human race would have not been able to survive.

Each of the four blood types evolved in response to both the physiologic development of the species and changing climatic conditions over the eons since humankind first trod the Earth. This is the vital clue to the importance of blood type. The adaptations that occurred in the course of evolution not only strengthened our immune systems against new bacterial, viral, and environmental assailants, but at the same time permitted our vulnerable digestive system to adapt to a wide range of unfamiliar foods.

Type O 

The first known blood type was Type O, which dates as far back as the ascendance of Cro-Magnons and remains today as the most common blood type worldwide. Type O, which we call "the hunter", has a strong and ornery immune system and a hearty digestive system. The strength of the Type O immune and digestive systems ensured early survival because meat was the primary food source. The Type O has an extraordinarily high stomach acid content, capable of drawing the most nutrients from meat and efficiently assimilating such a protein heavy balance of foods.

You might say that Type Os were the first humans to eat on the run. They hunted where they were led by their prey, killed it, consumed it, and moved on. However, over time, the vast herds of available game began at last to thin. As the human race continued to evolve, the desire for survival forced many to learn the skills of growing and preserving a food supply that would protect against famine. This new system demanded that humans remain in one favorable geographic area and create settled cooperative societies that would devote themselves to sustaining the agrarian cycle. Living in communities not only demanded new social skills, it also gave rise to new diseases.

Type A

Type A, which began to gain prominence between 25,000 and 15,000 BC, differentiated its immune system from that of Type O to fight off infections and bacteria that were decimating the collectives, while the Type A digestive system adapted to a diet that was able to meet the body's need for proteins derived primarily form plants and grains. At the same time, lakes, rivers, and seas provided a bounty of fish that incorporated yet another abundant protein source into the human diet. We refer to these new Type A's as "the cultivators".    ...that makes us sound like some agricultural farmer - -"

Type B 

Type B began appearing between 15,000 and 10,000 BC, as the growing tide of humanity spread beyond the range of the first Type O hunters and moved out from the settles agrarian Type A communities - one reason we call Type B "the nomads". Century after century, enormous tribes traveled across the endless landscapes of a still primitive and ever changing world, surviving on the meat and dairy of the cattle, goats, and sheep they herded as well as on whatever they scavenged along the way. Because Type B incorporated so many of the immune and digestive system characteristics of Type O and Type A, they developed a system more balanced and tolerant than that of either of the previous types.

Type AB 

For most of our history, there have been three blood types, and then, approximately ten to fifteen centuries ago, Type AB, still very rare, emerged. We often call Type AB "the enigma", because it isn't entirely clear what stimulated this latest blood type adaptation. Perhaps the full evolution of Type AB is yet to come. What we do know is that it combines most of the strengths and weaknesses of both Type A and Type B. The Type AB immune and digestive system is more complex and quirky than any of the others, which is both good and bad. The good resides in its wide range of immune and digestive responses; the bad in its incorporation of the frailties and vulnerabilities of both Type A and Type B.

BLOOD TYPES - INFO

One diet for all? No way! This is groundbreaking information that will help many more people to find their way to Good Health! This is probably the key for the many people I talk to every day on the hotline who seem to be 'doing everything right' but still do not 'feel right'. If this describes YOU�look here for information you need!

Your blood type determines the food you need, and even how you should exercise. Eating the wrong food can harm your health and wrong exercise will produce little or no desired results.

If you do not know your blood type, call your doctor. If your doctor does not know your blood type, consider giving blood. Any blood bank will tell you your blood type!

Summary -
Blood Type O:
Eat organic meats (no-hormone, no-antibiotic), at least supplementally.
Avoid most grains
Exercise vigorously

Blood Type A:
Vegetarian diet
Light exercise and meditation reduce stress

Blood Type B:
Eat a varied diet which includes meat and dairy products
Moderate exercise

Blood Type AB:
Need small portions of meat, but no beef, pork, or chicken, some dairy
Moderate exercise and Yoga

Each blood type has its own unique antigen marker. Components of certain foods react in a negative way with this antigen. Also, individuals have varying levels of stomach acidity and digestive enzymes, and these traits seem to be correlated with blood type. It is likely that the different blood types evolved to accommodate changes in diet forced by a changing environment.

(except all that was in Chinese xD)

... vegetarian .. ? ...VEGETARIAN ?! FML - MY LIFE IS OVER!

I`m a MEAT eater TT" CARNIVORE! Lols ><" epic *SIGH!

Apparently I can only drink soy milk as well and I was like - screw that! I`m drinking full cream TT" SIF deprive me of my milk too >=(! LOL

And I thought my life couldn`t get any more depressing =0="

I can only eat meat ONCE a week,

Eggs limited to just THREE per week,

And SEAFOOD is the only form of meat I could eat for the REST of the week...

I HATE SEAFOOD! (too many bones and shells - takes practically FOREVER to eat TT")

I`m like my dad - we`re both A positive and both love our meat ><"

& ` my mum loves her vegetables, but she`s blood type O - who can eat MEAT!

goddammit why isn`t it the other way around TT"

So sad...

❤ loripOps =)

` phamlet xx

HELP ME OUT PLEASE :) `❤

HEY GUYS!

MY FRIEND EDDY IS DOING Young Achievement Australia business program - what I did last year for my pen weights) AND I AM HELPING HIM SELL~

HIS COMPANY IS CALLED "YASPIRIT" AND HIS PRODUCT IS A "MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE" =)

CLICK ON THIS LINK TO CHECK OUT THEIR COMPANY WEBSITE FOR MORE PICTURES OF THE PRODUCT =)!

IT MAY BE $6.95 FOR ONE

BUT! 10% OF THE PROFIT GENERATED WILL BE DONATED TO CHARITY!

PLEASE BUY ME!

TWO FOR $12 =) OOR 3 FOR $15

REAL SHELLS AND SAND! -ONLY TWO TYPES LEFT:

THE SEA SHELLS AND THE FLOWERY ONE-

the blue and pink beads shown on the site are sold outs :/

the Young Achievement Australia Logo =)

THE GLASS BOTTLE THAT I HAVE WITH ME CONTAINS REAL SAND AND CUTE SHELLS (also real) SO IT ACTUALLY COST THEM QUITE A BIT TO MAKE - THAT`S WHY IT HAS COME TO $6.95. AND IT HAS IT`S OWN MESSAGE SCROLL AND FANCY RIBBON ON THE TOP =)

(Yes, I`m trying really hard)

IT`S PRETTY AND YOU CAN GIVE IT TO THAT GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND YOU TREASURE SO DEARLY. YOU CAN WRITE SWEET CORNY MESSAGES WHERE YOU CAN PUT IN A NICE BOTTLE. YOU CAN GIVE IT TO SOMEONE LIKE YOUR MUM OR DAD - GREAT GIFTS FOR ANYONE YOU ARE CLOSE TO LIKE BFFLS!

I REALLY NEED SOMEONE, ANYONE! AND EVERYONE! IF POSSIBLE TO BUY SOME OFF ME BECAUSE THEY`RE HAVING A BIT OF TROUBLE SELLING AND REACHING BREAK-EVEN POINT! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND BUY ONE!

I`M BEGGING YOU GUYS! PLEEEEEASE! BUY ONE EVEN IF IT`S OUT OF PITY!

I`LL LOVE YOU FOREVER! EVEN THOUGH I ALREADY DO - I`LL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!

I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU COULD HELP ME EITHER SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT HIS PRODUCT AND HELP ME GET SOME SALES - PREFERABLY BY THE END OF THE WEEK AS THEY`RE LIQUIDATING (closing) SOON :/

THANKS FOR READING! AND HOPE YOU BUY ONE =)

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❤ loripOps =)

` phamlet xx

# last day on earth - kate miller;

� capped =(;

❤ problematic child :/

...unheard thoughts `❤

It is as painful to me as it is for you to read all of this.

Prologue - the reason for the beginning of this feeling...

I opened up to you, and you consolidated me at first. Then you set out to destroy that comfort and even though it was the truth, it was painful. It hurt inside and everything came to me at once. Before that message, you called but I missed it. I called you back an hour later, but you didn`t pick up. I checked my phone after dinner - nothing. I checked my phone after I showered - nothing. I watched 2 hours of Dance and then checked my phone again - nothing. I wanted to call you again, but I was crying. I had a million thoughts and feelings running through me. I resisted to call you, but I couldn`t. I wasn`t in my right mind when I finally did call you. I`m sorry. I was still crying and I had a blocked nose and was sniffling. You asked me if I was sick, but all I said in reply was either "no", or "I`m fine". Either he didn`t take the hint, or he didn`t know that when a girl says "I`m fine" after a long pause and sniffling, that really, they`re not. That if they don`t sound right, they`re not fine. Either that, or he didn`t want to bring it up. He didn`t want to know. He was too tired to get into another big thing. Or he just couldn`t care less anymore. I didn`t know what to say because I didn`t want him to know. Even though I wanted him to know, I wanted him to find out, but he didn`t work it out. Because of this, I was left with the repeated phrase in the conversation that "you should go to sleep - you have work tomorrow". But he took it that I didn`t want to talk to him and that I was using it as an excuse. I didn`t know what to say - I was still crying... After we hung up, I cried harder... I eventually fell asleep, with the thought in my head that no-one was there for me right then at that moment.

This will not make sense to most of you xD

In fact, I think it`ll only make sense to me as they are my thoughts...

& ` my ideas and thoughts appear to be jumpy as I just put down whatever comes in mind.

Sometimes I wonder how something became what it is, where it developed from and why. To wonder "why" - asking what could`ve happened that`s already passed, instead of trying to make better of the future. I have been told not to ask "why", but when you feel like this - it`s a bit hard not to think about everything really.

I was sleeping and then the phone rang - it was my grandpa (dad`s side - not very close to him ><"); I got up after that and got ready to go to UNSW`s open day. People I called up who I knew were there seemed to be in a lecture, so I was THAT close in going to an accounting lecture with Meike :/ but May got Rita to call me - thank goodness lols.

Rita and I waited around for a few minutes before May and Jackie came out from a lecture and we took a long time trying to meet up with Jiaqi since May met a lot of friends along the way - every time they saw someone, I would stand there like an idiot because I didn`t know them and tried to keep myself entertained - "Rita Rita Rita! There`s a V (energy drink) vehicle in the shape of a rocket - isn`t that cool?" ...*no response; after 3 repeats, I gave up.

Finally we made it to the main entrance and went to Maccas for lunch - seeing as I had previously ate breakfast not long ago, I didn`t get anything. Jiaqi, WaiYih and Vivi joined us a while later. I was sandwiched in the middle with nothing to do - I felt so out of place ><"

So I texted Josh who was also at the convention and he didn`t come to Maccas until like half an hour later xD But seeing as I was stuck and being a hassle to get out, I just stared at him talking to May for two minutes and gave up hope of socialising with anyone since he didn`t talk to me :/ (dw ` he already explained why xD)

Last night as I was watching "The Lake House", I have taken interest to a few things:

1. The concept of 'Waiting' & Jane Austen's "Persuasion" that revolves around this concept.

2. Death - life can disintegrate; you can die unexpectedly; everything is impermanent.

3. "How do you hold onto someone you never met?" - pretty much sums it all up.

Some interesting concepts - and some depressing bits... all which left me feeling heavy hearted. It has brought out all the sad things that I have tried to put away or hold back in the past month or so. It all came back to me in an instant, making me crawl into bed crying. Crying, because I haven`t cried for a long time and it hit me altogether.

Eddy had sent me a hard truth about me and my actions of the previous day (of what I did with someone and how shameful it is) a few hours earlier, but my battery had died and I fell asleep over at Ben`s because I haven`t been getting enough sleep recently - I was supposed to be studying ><". The exhaustion is becoming overwhelming and I haven`t been able to properly study - I tried. All this melancholy feeling has become a result of lack of sleep and unheard thoughts and untold feelings.

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If I were to have typed an entry last night, it would have come out worse than it is now.

But because I have had a good cry last night, woke up to some annoying telemarketer - twice; took a hot and cold shower; and spoken to a non-depressing person (you know who you are lols); I am feeling much more invigorated and to move on from what I can`t change.

Someone once told me that they "strive to live by other people's expectations". But why? Is it something that we need to keep us going? Why do we need to live up to other people's expectations? Why do we have to live to impress others? Why do we have to live up to the social stereotype? Why Why Why ?! Where is the individuality and independence if we all end up impressing other people? Do we need to impress others to satisfy ourselves? To make others happy in order to make ourselves happy? But unfortunately the answer to that is yes... we are living in a world where we end up impressing others to be happy with ourselves. Whether we have to satisfy our parents, make our friends happy, or do something for the sake of contributing to the world.

Ungrateful bitch? No, I think not - just pondering the wonders of life that will never be resolved and left unanswered; thinking about the significance of life and it`s purpose - I think a lot - too much in fact. So much that sometimes logic is taken over by "if"s, "why"s and in some cases, suicide. Where there is no longer any logic in one`s mind when you experience the deepest melancholy ever. But the poem "Ode in Melancholy" that I studied last year in prelim has given a message that "you must experience sadness in order to appreciate happiness" - but how much misery in life do you need to go through to appreciate the good things that happen in life?

You see, every thought can be contradicted by another and you never know what to think - because when you know too much and you learn to think from every perspective, it is hard to make up your mind what to do then and there when there are so many other things you need to consider. That`s what I hate, and that`s why I never seem to be able to be precise about what I want and how to go about difficult situations. I`m indecisive in the fact that I don`t know what to think because everything seems right in their own way.

Confused?

Here`s an example:

Scenario: I think I am a burden to everyone around me - that I am a useless miscreant that breaks people`s hearts and I don`t know why I`m still here if I bring so much pain to others. That I constantly cross that line and I don`t control my actions. That I set out to do one thing, but lose motivation in the middle...

Perspective 1: I hurt too many people and think it will be better off if I did not exist any longer, or I`ll hurt more people. I have no self-control whatsoever, but am trying very hard to change.

Perspective 2: But I have to live on because I made a promise to a friend to live on for them. Or I have people that need me because I have emotional friends and if I leave them, they`ll lose hope after they see me give up on life... Or both of these things.

Perspective 3: I am a bastard, my father left before I was born and my mother has assured me that they love and need me as I am the only thing they have left - despite the fact that she yells at me and gets frustrated at me - because apparently "骂是疼, 打是爱" - "telling you off is caring and hitting is love" - straight translated ..but sort of explanatory?

Sometimes when they yell at you, you hate them, but then after a while, you realise that they really do love you and as you grow to learn that it is their way of caring for you, that they are worried about you and you learn to understand how they feel - this is when you know that you need to live on for another person's sake. This is when you realise that although they have a weird way of showing their love for you, they mean it when they tell you off - because they care.

If you had a friend on drugs, would you tell them off?

They would find you annoying right? And that you are no fun etc etc.

But you are telling them off because you care for them - are you not?

This is the same as your parents - they tell you off because they care.

Perspective 4: I`m so lazy that I know I will never be successful - btw, this thinking will eventually get you nowhere because it`s so unmotivating ><"

Perspective 5: You never know until you try.

Imagine all these things you have to consider when you are on the verge of ending your life permanently... and you can`t go back.

Except that all these perspectives are all real at once.

You see why making decisions for myself are so difficult?

Because after thinking about all the different perspectives, I`m left with being back at the start once again - I don`t want to live, but I have to live on - because it would be selfish of me (and i would be breaking promises) to leave people feeling even worse that I have left, or because you have the need to be there for people who are also experiencing the same things, or it is because you love someone that you can`t bear to think about how much pain they`ll be if you left... No matter your reason, sometimes you have to move on and when that feeling of melancholy lifts, you learn to see the brighter side of things and learn from mistakes and try your best to correct yourself - even if you don`t succeed, at least you tried. And from trying, you don`t result in regret. It`s easy to say, but hard to do - but at least make an attempt. It is hard to find the motivation to do many things nowadays (for me), but I still try... maybe not my best, but I still try.

My thoughts are unclear at this point and I`m trying to figure out how to write it all out in words... not to mention my train of thought is interrupted by the loud entrance and chatter of my parents coming home -.-"

2hours later...

Came back from dinner and kept switching channels between ACA (A Current Affair) and Idol. ACA had the story where this eight? year old kid was transgender - she was born a boy and wanted to be a girl ever since she was two - her message to other transgender kids in short was "being true to oneself will make you happy". A few weeks earlier, I have seen the same stories on Oprah where a male and female were also transgender and they were discussing this topic. They felt stuck before the change - whether it was a boy`s mind being stuck in a female body, or a female mind stuck in a boy`s body. They didn`t feel right until they took that change.

Then I switch to Idol and the contestant is talking about her life story of how she became to love singing - I caught the part where her mother suicided...

Then there was another contestant before her who had his family associated with gangs or the bad side of life and they tried very hard to change. They went to church and his singing made them all content and happy and now they`re living happy changed lives.

These stories are yet to make me feel better about my own situation, but you have to admit that the one experiencing the situation at that moment will feel it the most - big or small. To me, no matter how much you compare with others, it all comes down to you. Because the reality is, YOU are the one with THE feelings and YOU are the one that has to suffer. Although, do be grateful of what you have and that it could be worse... But when shit happens, it`ll still feel like shit no matter how hard you try to deny it. What more is there to say?

There will still be that feeling inside me that will always stay within...

You don`t think I know how you feel?

Sometimes, even though I usually seem happy and smiling all the time - even if someone looks like they have it all - it is never what it seems. People tend to give an example of what other people have told them to show that you know and you feel what they feel because either you`ve experienced it, or you`ve been told that experience - to show understanding. No matter how different the situations you are in are, the backbone of it will always be the same - same crap, different smell.

Sometimes, when people have a lot of friends, they find themselves in situations where they feel lonely - Why?

1. You don`t want to tell even the closest of friends how you feel because it will worry them;

2. That you will be making them sad as well;

3. That you don`t want to be a burden - they have enough going on for themselves, or they`re just too busy.

4. That it would be alright soon.

5. You don`t want to look weak in telling them your feelings.

Sometimes you result in someone being straight up with how they feel about you. You get hurt at the beginning, and because you realise the truth in what they`re saying, you`re hurt even more. But this leads to a change - a change that you want to make in an attempt to make things right again. It was a good thing that they told you the truth, no matter how much it hurt.

Sometimes things are not always what they seem.

And sometimes, things happen for reasons.

More or less for Good reasons:

Eg. Losing all your mobile contacts may actually get you talking with long lost friends again from asking them their numbers again.

Eg. You may learn, even though it is the hard way, that the consequences of your actions have lead to yourself trying to become a better person and to fix those bad habits.

Eg. You lost something dear to you to realise that you should treasure things around you before it`s too late; so you don`t regret in the future; and that you become more mindful.

There are two types of people:

1. Those who let it all out;

2. And those who keep it all in.

Even though those who let it all out hurt others, they are helping themselves.

Even though those who keep it all in aren`t hurting others, they are hurting themselves.

Talk to someone, or write your feelings down - don`t bottle it up. Because no matter which type you are, there will always be a solution in letting it out - sometimes I even find feedback from other people unexpected or advice I didn`t think of.

Sometimes you don`t have to tell people - you could call up someone and find yourself laughing at something your friend has said instead and soon you forget why you were so upset in the first place. Special mention to Grant who has actually randomly called me up one night not knowing I was upset and I acted as if I wasn`t crying (because I was), but soon found myself laughing and being less depressed - it worked - and he still doesn`t know about it :P Thanks Grant =)

Today`s entry is no longer written about my own feelings, but of others`, as they share their feelings, whether it is on television, msn, or one on one interaction of a deep and meaningful. Just know that no matter what decision you come to, make sure it's something you won`t regret. Sing to favourite songs, bang out on an instrument, do some sport, go to the gym; or even cry for an hour if you must - but afterwards, think about everything you were thinking of doing before, think about what could`ve happened after that and how others would feel. Think about why you felt that way and reason with it. Sometimes after you cry, you feel a little happier and think how stupid of you to have thought of all those silly little things you were about to do. Sometimes it could be just PMS, or that you`re feeling the way you are because everything got bunched up together and only had just let it out. Sometimes you feel a thousand things at once, but you can not unravel the thread of your feelings with enough certainty to speak with any accuracy - you should not say or do what is not in your heart - or what is only in your heart for a moment. The part underlined is what I got out of reading my English Module C book, "Snow Falling On Cedars" - it actually gives an interesting insight of different perspectives :P At first I found it boring, but after a while, I found myself relating to some situations. It`s actually got good content (bits here and there ><").

Well, Ladies and Gentlemen, those are my paragraphs of wisdom - But do keep in mind what I have tried to advise - even if my words and sentences aren`t quite clear to you ><" - I tried lols. Trying is what matters.

Btw - Happy Father`s Day ><"

Ps. I just have to add what I had for breakfast this afternoon when I woke up because I was too lazy to cook even two minute noodles -

it consisted of a nutritional meal of a few pieces of white chocolate, two packets of BBQ flavoured mamee noodles, some asian biscuits, and a glass of milk - all whilst watching tv =) healthy~

❤ loripOps =)

` phamlet xx